Ok, so lately I've been tangled up in a mess of drama, drama, and oh, that's right, MORE DRAMA. Sigh. It's over now, so I can get back to the blogging world of happy things, but to be courteous, I should update you all on a big epiphany I had.
I don't want a relationship.
Yes, I said it. Me. Mister "I-need-a-man-to-be-happy." Well you know what? I don't! I realized this based on a situation I had...
Well I met this guy, right? Hot, funny, local... everything in common. We had an amazing conversation and hit it off instantly. We agreed to chat again soon after we both had to go.
I never heard from him again.
My mom and I, after much deliberation, agreed that he's one of those people who comes into your life just to teach you a valuable lesson, and then leaves. So what was the lesson? Stop looking for a relationship to heal my own self-esteem problems! My issues are internal, and going from guy to guy won't fix that. In fact, it only makes it worse... I think I just need to get in touch with my own self as a person before I try to be with anyone else. I'm glad I'm realizing this now... and I'll end with a quote from my ever-wise mother:
"We're all works in progress, my dear."
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