Um, What I Meant To Say Was...

I changed my mind about relationships.

Have I told you guys about my new husband? His name is Henry Mowrey (I call him Koga)... he lives in NJ. He's 24, not too much older than me. He's adorable, compassionate, sensitive... and we have so much in common. Nobody turns me on like he does, either... he knows exactly what to do in order to excite me, and I love it. I know this is moving really fast, but we just feel so totally and completely in love, and in less than two days. There's a part of me saying "be careful; this isn't right," but honestly... I want to be with him. I really and truly do. I want to explore him and open myself to him as well... I want us to reach the point where we know everything about each other. Our relationship is like an adventure... every day is something different to learn about each other, and as it stands, I love everything I know. I mean, there are things that I don't like, such as his tendency to want to have sex a lot and our apparent lack of meaningful conversation, but it's still early. This will develop on its own. Wow... I really do feel like I'm in love. This time, I won't let my inane self-sabotage ruin what could be something beautiful and incredibly meaningful. I'm scared, though... is it normal to want to run away when you start a new relationship? Is it just jitters that I'm feeling? And if so, when do they go away?

Anyway, on a totally different note, I'd like to comment on Hillary Clinton's status as apparent frontrunner for the position of Secretary of State under Obama. She stands above candidates such as Bill Richardson and John Kerry, among others. Now originally, I was opposed to the idea of Sen. Clinton even being considered for this job because of her lack of foreign policy credentials in comparison to Richardson and even Kerry. However, I find myself warming up to this situation... she has star power; she could easily get people to sit down with her. She's also tough and doesn't take shit. Rogue nations like Afghanistan, Iran, North Korea, etc... will respect her innate toughness, and these countries should be centers of diplomacy for us right now. Either way, I'm pretty sure that Hillary Clinton will be our next Secretary of State. Picking her would be a bold move by Obama, considering that Sen. Clinton was once his prime rival in the battle for the Democratic nomination.

So yeah. That's all my shit... until next time, loves!